FXCK, since i work in the office... i gain weight!!!! 18 pounds, 18 pounds!!!! i can't believe that!!!!

shit, i am fat, i am fat, i am toooooo fat!!!!!!!!!! even though, i am already fat when i were kid, but... i don't want to be tooooo fat!!! it's time for me to lose some weight... i don't want to see the mirror which i have to see all the time >_<   i swear i will lost at least 20 pounds by end of year!!!!!!! wish me luck guys~~